Sometimes you’ve come so far along a journey, and overcome so much, that the thought of revisiting your former self is revolting. But the honest truth is there, gnawing at the back of your brain. And its annoying. You know that there are areas in in your life, where it seems like the path winds you around, and you find yourselves at square one. And you sit there wondering, will I ever get out of this pattern. Will I ever overcome the very thing that is killing me.
I don’t know what that thing is for you. I mean, maybe you got it all together, and I’d like to pretend that I do, and in many ways, I can point to a list of habits broken, and areas of improvement in my life that I’m pretty proud of.
So this isn’t a pity party.
But there are times were you notice that it’s so easy to cling to an appearance of togetherness, when there is something just below the surface that has you up late at night. Disgusted at yourself, because you cant control you.
Maybe your worst enemy is yourself
And I believe, even as I am writing this, that what is needed along this stretch of dry redundancy, is a bit of honesty and truth. The ability to admit, yo, I am addicted to this, or that…and I don’t like it. So we get real about what that thing is, call it out, identify it, before we can move on to breaking the cycle.
What are you circling in your life? I know what it has been for me, and what habits continue to be an issue for me. Maybe I’ll gather the courage to share it(truth) on here one day. What cycle do you long to break?
Written by Veron Graham
Topics: truth/Truth